Re: Tell everyone why you are happy.
Fossa wrote:I do not know if this make me happy or should this actually be on the "life sucks"-thread.
Anyways, i met the most beautiful and nicest ever girl last friday. And we really hit it.
The mutual and shy eye contacts were there since she stepped in to the party.
The look she gave me made my knees literally go soft.
At the moment, i feel tense and excited. I feel love. Superficial love, but the feeling is torturing me.
I can't get her out of my mind.The big downside here is that i could not do shit about it.
I went to continue partying at Turku Modern festival, and she went apparenly home with her friend.
She even looked back after she went.
But i didn't ask her number or did not ask her for a date or anything.That's because i have a girlfriend i've been with for over 3 years.
She loves me and i love her in my own way, but often i think our breakup is just a matter of time when it happens.It just really tears me up inside, knowing that i just might have met someone who i could really relate and be with.
But i'm stuck in this futureless relationship, which is still so strong that i cannot end it without bucketfuls of tears and shit.So i dont know what to do and it sucks like hell.
But still i feel this feeling i've not felt for years. And i'm kinda happy.It ain't love dudes...it's called looking for an escape, end the other relationship and have some fun it'll only be a matter of time before you do the dirty and f**k someone else.
So true Rimini, it's sounds a bit harsh but you're right
@ Noize: congratz man!
hmm, we'll need to think about that...